A contradiction,

Despite of my sort-of-a-good day, I still feel empty inside. 

I've been trying to distract myself by occupying my time on lectures, squash, jogs and.... Sleep.
But still... I am tired and uninspired.
My heart is tired.


 

I'm actually sad but I'm listening to good ol' dancy songs that I'm actually not that sad anymore.


I don't understand the ridiculous amount of dust, dust bunnies and ants haunting all over this apartment. It's really annoying that I have to sweep my bedroom's floor every afternoon of everyday. Ok maybe I should stop blasting music off because I get distracted from writing this post by singing.

But anyway
Greetings my little Aliens and Goblins!
Been a while since I last wrote here and I kinda miss it. Where I can just talk about anything here without people judging and giving me looks. Yep I get that a lot.

I am now studying in UBD.
I am now staying at The Core.
I am not that homesick unlike other normal people.
I am.... doing good.
Alhamdulillah.

Maybe this is where I'm supposed to be. Not exactly where I thought I would be, but Allah knows best right?
I just have to be grateful and embrace this new exciting path.

Ok maybe I just dont really feel like writing anymore. I am drained.
But I'll be back.
 
Toodles my little noodles.